12 April 2006
I'm feeling pretty down this evening. I don't want to study and don't want to work, just feel like curling up with chocolate chip cookies and trashy television and calling it a night. Why? Lots of reasons, including: yelling at K when I saw him this evening for the only hour I'll see him in the next 24 since he gets to go to a hockey game tonight and I can't, losing one of my favorite and most expensive earrings today, feeling stupid because I can't seem to internalize pKa and solubility for the MCAT, wasting a perfectly good meal by forgetting my lunch box yesterday, screwing up my patch to the hospital today for the 1 pseudo-real ambulance call I've had in several weeks while working with someone not D who proceeded to tell me all day how terrible it was, and making my dog miserable because I haven't had time to take him for a walk. F*!# it all, I'm just gonna go walk the dog and wallow in my misery for a while.